5. The Honeymoon (Part-2)

19th August 2025

Hi My love, sorry there was a long gap between the last post and this one. I was tied up with work and missing you every moment of every day! I had again come to your city for a few hours. This time I was lucky though, I was able to handle my visit a little better compared to last time because I knew that you aren’t in town. You are on a holiday abroad with your family.

Our first meeting on 21^st of September or was it 24^th, I don’t remember exactly but I am sure it was one of these 2 days and was nothing short of magic. Every time I think about the first meeting, it fills me up with lot of love and a lot of regret. Regret because what followed after a few months was a rollercoaster of emotions for both of us and trust me, I didn’t want you to ever go through what you experienced because of our relationship. If I could somehow undo that, I would gladly do it.

Life is strange. We experience things and situations when we least expect them. I guess that’s the beauty of this life.

Anyways, coming back to our honeymoon! I once had a meeting in Mumbai and I wasn’t sure when I would get free.. I guess it was a week after our first time and I had butterflies in my tummy as to what is going to happen next. But as it happened, my meeting went on for far too long and so there was no possibility of meeting in a hotel due to lack of time and the fear that we might run into someone. After I was finally done with my meeting, I called you and we decided to meet at a popular joint for some snacks since I had skipped lunch and I guess it was around 5 or 6 pm. The place was very close to me so I decided to walk and you came in your car. We sat… we ordered, we talked.. we got lost in each other’s eyes… I know it all sounds very cheesy but that’s exactly how I remember.

The food came and it vanished…but our conversation wouldn’t end. So we decided to go on a drive. Somewhere I kept stealing glances in your direction looking at you and still pinching myself. Can this be true? Is she actually with me ? During this time, it all seemed so heavenly and so magical that I was happy and living it up. Soaking every moment of this meeting. 

You dropped me off at my cousin’s house and I was supposed to catch a train that night back home. You said u would be happy to drop me at the station. I don’t remember if you dropped me or not but I think you would have.. just so that we could spend some more time together.

The next trip was again after a few days. I was returning from Hyderabad and I deliberately took flight till Mumbai and then took a train back home. We had something like 3 hours in between. You picked me up from the airport.. we hugged and we held hands.. and I know the story is a bit repetitive here. But this was  a life altering meeting in some ways for you because we went on a drive and you showed me some places on the way and then we came to a quiet lane where you parked and we started talking. I could sense that there was something from your past which you wanted to share but you were afraid.

As a healer, I could understand the pain that you were going through and eventually you opened up about your childhood and the trauma that you had seen. You were crying. Sobbing uncontrollably but I held you for a few minutes and you calmed down. And I felt that something has changed between us. Something brought us even more close than we had ever been.

After that you took me to your favourite sandwich place and we ordered a cheese vegetable sandwich. I also remember that he didn’t give us an extra tissue and you blasted him for that!

While remembering our sandwich date, I also remembered that there was a convoy of 7 black SUV’s with the same number which had commandos with guns hanging on to the last vehicle and you commented that.. this was of India’s richest man and probably one of his family members was out shopping!

We were so happy … so content and so in that moment.. nothing could ever come between us and what we had was forever. How wrong I was.

So we’d had 3 meetings by now and out of those, we had been intimate once. There was so much sexual tension between us always..it was like I wish I could grab you then and there and start loving you and I know that you felt exactly same.

The next opportunity came after a few days. I came to Mumbai with the express intention of meeting you and exploring each other. I booked a hotel near the airport… you picked me up from the same spot where u drop me off usually. You were in army style cargo pants with slits and a top. Open hair as usual, light hint of lipstick and u were looking so so ravishing I can’t tell you!

Today was the first time I actually saw talking to your vendors and clients and I was so freaking impressed by your style. That confident sounding voice… those amazing negotiation skills and I knew that I was dating a winner through and through. We stopped at a small medical store and I got a pack of Durex and a pack of mints. I was throbbing all the while to the hotel. Last 10-15 minutes were like a torture. I could feel my precum on my underwear because I anticipated what was in store for us.

You : ‘ what happened love’ (in a very husky and suggestive voice)

Me : ‘I am throbbing and I am hard’ you took your hand near my crotch and touched it..a small moan escaped your lips… ‘ohhh.. ur really hard’ .. I was going mad with lust and by the time we reached the hotel this time, I was absolutely nuts.

We checked in and the moment we got to the room, I took you in my arms… it was the most amazing feeling which can never be replicated with anyone else. This was true love. The feeling of being safe, being loved, being understood without having to say a word was the most amazing ever.

Our slow caress turned to frantic lovemaking,  grabbing and removing each other’s clothes as if they are on fire. Getting rid of them as quickly as possible without tearing them off was a challenge. Once the clothes were off it was like slipping into a sensuous silky robe with our bodies rubbing against each other and the feeling was beyond what words can ever describe. We were at it for a couple of hours almost non stop with fervour and passion that we hadn’t experienced in years with our partners.

Once we lay there spent, we realized that this was even better than the first meeting we had because we had discovered things about each other which turned us on ever more.

Small things… a touch here, a kiss there, a silent whisper, a moan that escaped your lips at the right time, the feel of your silky soft hair in my hand as I held it while loving you.. these were the most exquisite sensations ever experienced !

You : ‘Thank you love for the most beautiful birthday gift ever!’

Me: ‘Your birthday isn’t for a few for more days sweetheart!’

You: ‘Well, I will remember these moments on my birthday and that will be enough for me. I know we would love to be there for each other on our special days but that’s not possible for either of us.’

I was in complete agreement because even I could never get away on my birthday.

We were in an absolutely blissful state at this juncture because we had everything we could have possibly wanted. Life was good.

The first small crack that showed up in our paradise was around January 2022 just about 4 months into our relationship.

Life wasn’t so good any more !