4. The Honeymoon (Part-1)

7/08/2025

I don’t know how else to describe it other than Honeymoon that we had. But before I talk about that, I need to tell you that it isn’t getting any easier my love. Every day I start with a promise to myself that today I am not going to let your absence affect me. But it does. And I have this deep ache inside of me that I can’t explain. And I can’t share it with anyone because no one will understand.

After it was established that we’re a couple now, we started addressing each other as ‘My love’ I know it was pretty cheesy but then I was in love with you and I’d never felt this way before. Honestly speaking, I had swung the bat way over my capacity. Not just your looks but your creativity, your persona, your achievements, everything about you was top notch. And I was floating in air… that the most beautiful woman I’d ever laid my eyes on was mine.

I think it was 4-5 days that we were in this zone and you said that you had to travel for work to my city. By this time, we had started sexting and I was amazed at the way we were going at it. I was constantly in that zone where I was getting aroused every time we started chatting. Our secret phone calls… where I would describe what I was going to do when we meet… and your subdued moans so that nobody can hear what you are saying… but the sexual chemistry was amazing even before we had set eyes on each other.

Finally the day came when you boarded your flight. You sent me your picture in a short black dress from the departure lounge and I was already throbbing. But I knew we had to wait for a few hours because you had a meeting to attend to. Now we didn’t talk about booking a hotel or anything but I knew that we’re not going to spend time in a café for sure.

I remember that you landed around 10 am and I was waiting at the airport arrival parking in my car. Your face was covered in a mask because it was still September 2021 and masks were compulsory at that time for flights. You hadn’t removed your mask still. You came and sat in my car. I looked at those beautiful large eyes and I was struck by them. You slowly removed the mask and you were looking stunningly beautiful. Your open hair… ur light make up.. ur beautiful smile..made me realize again that I had swung way above my level and scored !

Me : ‘wow! You really look so beautiful … the pictures don’t do you justice at all’

You : ‘You really think so ? I am so fat and I am bloated and yet you think I am beautiful?’

Me : ‘ I think you are the most beautiful woman in this entire universe and I’m thanking my stars how lucky I am that you chose to be with someone like me’

You: ‘You are so amazing, I am the lucky one here! By the way, I am booking a hotel because I need to rest for sometime before my flight in the evening.’

Me : ‘Don’t worry about it, I will take care of it once I drop you’

My heart was thumping in my chest because I was so excited to take you in my arms. While driving, I held your hand a couple of times.. and I could feel the warmth and softness of your hands and the way it fit into mine completely. We kept on talking nonstop and soon we reached the location of your meeting. We exchanged love you’s and smiles and promise to see each other soon.

I sat in my car because I knew the meeting is going to last for more than an hour… I checked out the hotels nearby and booked the one that was decent and short distance from where we were.

Then I went to a burger king for some food because I knew you had already asked your client to get you a sandwich and cold coffee and you weren’t going to be hungry anytime soon. How surprising is it.. that I remember the details with such clarity even after  3 years 10 months and 15 days. I know I am behaving like a teenager at the age of 50 but I really can’t help it because that’s exactly how we both felt whenever we were together.

I got a pack of condoms and waited for you eagerly near your client’s office. I was wondering… will you be comfortable with me ? Will we feel awkward in each other’s presence ? What if this is a mistake… what if… then I told myself. Bas! Let it be…she’s here for work and if something happens then awesome and if it doesn’t I’ve made a friend for life.

How wrong I was. I didn’t make a friend for life. Without further ado…you finally came out and there was a huge smile on your face and u looked absolutely gorgeous.

You sat in the car and I was looking at you with a huge smile… ‘Shall we do this ?’ I asked.. you only smiled and gently nodded your head which told me everything without you saying a word.

We were both quiet on the way.. just holding each other’s hand and waiting for this journey to get over soon … 10 minutes became 5… 5 became 3 and then I guess I missed a turn and again 3 became 5 and we were getting desperate. Finally somehow we reached the hotel, I parked and we went inside. We checked in and every moment seemed like an hour because I was already aroused and it seemed that you were too.

We were looking at each other non stop as we went into the elevator.. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5… it finally reached our floor and the room was at the end of a long carpeted passage. We finally got into the room and in to our own world. What happened inside that room is the stuff fairy tales are made of. 

I would really love to describe every moment of the 4-5 hours that we were in the room but I think I won’t be able to handle the rush of emotions that I will feel if I describe what transpired inside that room.

The only thing I am going to say is, that there was a lot of moaning. Lot of hugging. Lot of Kissing and licking and muffled screams.. and a lot of everything that I had never imagined in my life. For me, it was like a lifelong fantasy that came true.

As we lay spent in each others’ arms, your head on my chest, my hand around you and that 5 or 10 minutes of deep nap that you took in my arms… was absolutely priceless ! Because it was the first time, the memory is etched deep in my mind.

We had an incident where I had to rush out of the room because my wife had called and she got suspicious about the fact that there was no traffic noise if I was in the city for a meeting. I hurriedly wore my clothes.. apologised to you and rushed out of the room in 2-3 minutes flat. Went down, called my wife and spoke in the most normal tone possible, convincing her that I was indeed in a meeting and now I am going towards the parking for my car. She still has a doubt about my whereabouts that day but somehow the matter got laid to rest.

I came towards the hotel after about 20 minutes of talking to her and I saw you getting into the café next door and I was so apologetic about the situation. I felt so shitty that I can’t tell you. Having put you through this torture. But thankfully the day got salvaged and finally it was time for you to head to the airport.

I dropped you to the airport after lot of handshakes and holding hands savouring each moment of that day and trapping the memories in every cell of my body forever.

I am glad that every moment of our first meeting pops right in front of my eyes whenever I close them and remember that day. This is one memory that will stay with me till the day I am here. 

Every meeting that we had, is clearly etched in my memory. The small details, the clothes you wore, the restaurants we visited, the walks we had, hand in hand with each other... the smile on your face, the bounce in your step... everything is a part of me forever! 

I am so so missing you every single moment of every day and I can’t tell you how amazing you are !

..To Be continued…