9. Long break, comeback & end.

 1st September 2025


By the end of August we had again broken up. I had to take one more blow, my client in Hyderabad refused to extend my contract because they were going public next year and had to decided to stop outsourcing from us and instead develop an inhouse team. That blow didn't have a lasting impact. Luckily we were able to recover from that much quicker than anticipated. 

But that meant my trips to Hyderabad would come to a screeching halt. That is something which was a blow because these monthly trips lasting anywhere between 3-5 days were a welcome distraction for me because they helped me get my mind off my GF. I still refer to her as my GF because despite everything that has happened, I can't seem to get over her. 

This time, I waited for her to text me on my son's birthday. But she didn't. So the message was pretty clear that the story had ended. I was going through motions of life and trying to fill my days with work and travel. I was successful in not going totally crazy. Soon September went and October came. I had trips to Jaipur, Raipur and couple of other places so I was sorted. Mind was occupied and I was trudging along nicely. It was her birthday and I wished her nicely. Her reply was 'Thank you'. There was no wiggle room for me to send another email. So I just swallowed my pride and moved on. 

During this time, I was following her company's FB page and since the festival season is when her business is at its peak, she would post 4-5 reels almost every day. It told me that her business was booming like anything. 

I was wondering, what happened to the black magic ? What happened to her feeling suicidal ? Was it all a sham? But I was like... let it be. None of my business. Soon December came and this time, we had planned to spend Christmas in Singapore with a cousin. It was a beautiful trip and we had a lot of fun as a family. 

Soon January came and it was my birthday but she didn't even wish me. That dealt a body blow to me. It told me that this is it. We're done forever because even if we were on a break, we would atleast wish each other on our respective birthdays. 

Then something really strange happened. She came to my city. She posted the pictures on her Insta and I was flabbergasted. It was on a Sunday that she came. The picture was of a restaurant about 5-6 Km from my house. She exactly knew where I lived. Apparently she was driving down to Mumbai and decided to take a break at this restaurant for lunch. She was with 3 of her friends and I felt as if someone had punched me in the guts. She seemed very happy and then there was one reel about driving on the highway and singing a peppy number at the top of their lungs. I could see that she had moved on. 

It had been almost 6 months since our last conversation and I was feeling more lonely than ever before. But what could I have done ? So I swallowed my pride and forgot about it. 

I think it was 3-4 days after your visit to my city that I got an email from you. A long email. I was surprised that you wrote such a long email. I honestly don't remember the contents because I don't think I read beyond the first 2-3 sentences. And started drafting my reply to you. Any guesses what I would have written? Well by now you know me so you should know that I was ecstatic to see her email !

The reason why I am documenting all this is to understand why do I react the way I do  ? Why do I go running back like this as if my life depended on it ? What's going to happen next ? Any guesses ? I mean knowing me and her, are there any guesses needed ? 

Earlier, I used to save all the emails that we had exchanged but once I came really close to being caught by my wife.  I was at home with my office laptop on a weekend for some work and I was missing her and reading some old email from her. Suddenly my wife came in from behind as I was sitting on the dining table engrossed in some memory from another era. Instinctively before she could understand what is happening, I toggled between the email and some excel sheet that I was working on. For 2 minutes my heart was racing as if it was outside my body and running away from me. She asked me something but I pretended to be looking at something on the screen. Just tapping gibberish on the sheet and I asked her to get me a glass of water. 

Wife :  " are you alright? why are you so nervous ? something like this happens to you when I catch you doing something that you shouldn't be doing." 

Me : "Nothing like that, I am just anxious about something at work" 

Wife  :" You are soon going to be 50 and if you keep doing these stupid things in life, it is going to end up very badly for you" and she went away from there. 

It took me 5 minutes to catch my breath back and I was finally breathing normally again. 

I think we're like opposite sides of a very powerful magnet. A rare earth magnet. Have you seen how rare earths behave ? If the opposite sides come close, before you know it, they stick to each other and it is nearly impossible to separate them. But in the process of coming close, they dash so hard against each other that sometimes one or both the magnets break into pieces if one isn't careful. 

I guess we're like those magnets which though broken, stay stuck to each other. Even in that state, I am happy because she is my happy place. She completes me. 

Imagine her audacity when she told me that she had driven down to my building on that Sunday with her friends, she told me that the security guard was looking very suspciously at them. She said she wanted to drive past my wing and click a picture of my car but it seems that the other 3 women discouraged her from doing anything so stupid. 

Ok, so going back to February 2024. This time we were determined not to make a mess of our lives and we promised each other that we will handle things maturely. Fair enough. One might think that both of us had learnt our respective lessons and we will handle it better going forward. 

We got more bold. Just after 2 days of coming back together, we made plans to spend the night together. This time in a beach town which was a 4 hour drive from her place. Actually I had an event to attend there. So we planned in such a manner that she would drive down from Mumbai and I would reach there around the same time as her. I think it was 6th of February. How do I remember the date so precisely? I just do. Thats how my mind works. 

I reached the resort and checked in to my room. We always had a rule that she will check into her room and I would check into mine just in case something goes wrong. She was stuck in a jam and I was getting so restless that I can remember every minute that I waited. 

I took a shower after the long trip and ordered some food since I knew she would also be hungry. Finally after an hour of me reaching there, she texted me that she had checked in. I asked her to come to my room as the food was already here. 

As usual, she walked into my room, looking like the most beautiful woman in this entire universe and I just held her in my arms for god knows how long. When we separated from the hug, she saw that my eyes were moist. 

She : "What happened my love ? Why are you crying?" 

Me : " I am not crying sweetheart, I am just overwhelmed with emotions that we're meeting after such a long time and it feels as if we've not separated even for a second" 

She : "I so agree love! I mean look at us, who will say that we're meeting after 6 months ? We've had such an amazing last 3-4 days catching up on the phone. It is such a bliss to be able to talk to you and listen to you and it is just wow!" 

We spent the next 2 hours doing what we do best and it was beautiful. Soft, sensusous, slow, romantic and hot. All rolled into one. 

Me :" We have enough time since we're spending the night why don't we go on a proper date?"

She : " Wow thats such a wonderful idea. Let me get ready. Give me 10 minutes and we'll go"

We went on a drive. An absolutely aimless drive. I was driving, and she was sitting next to me. I deliberately drove slowly because I just wanted to soak every moment of this evening with her. We were talking, catching up on all the news and gossip that we had missed from each other's family. We could talk. I mean really talk. Hours and hours of conversations and time would just vanish without a trace. 

After the drive, we parked the car and walked on the promenade along the seafront. It was a long walk and we held hands and kept walking quietely. 

Me : "Love, this is such a beautiful moment. There is cool breeze, moon and the stars are shining bright and here I am, walking with the most amazing woman in this entire universe. This moment is captured in my heart and mind forever and whenever I miss you, I will remember this moment and feel close to you."

She : "Love that is such a beautiful thing to say. I am speechless, you do these small gestures which make me fall deeper in love with you. I am so overwhelmed! I promise to forever remember these moments in this lifetime!"

Well sweetheart, guess what? You forgot this and the countless other moments which we've had in these last 4 years and  still chose to walk away from me despite the fact that we promised not to let these memories go to waste. 

Coming back to that evening. 

We spent quite a bit of time soaking up these moments and as you loved to call it 'filling up my lungs' while I was content holding your hand and looking at your hair blowing in the cool breeze making you look absolutely divine. As the night descended, we made our way to a beautiful beach side restaurant. We weren't particularly hungry but we just wanted to experience a romantic dinner. 

I know that I am getting repetitive but as always, you were the center of attention. Every male patron was looking at me with envy and every female was looking at you with envy not because you were with me, but because you carried yourself so effortlessly. Looking like you owned the place and everyone there without even lifting a finger. 

You ordered a cocktail and I stuck to my scotch. We just had enough to give us a light buzz and get us in the mood for some vigorous activity in the bedroom. 

The whole night was spent in each other's arms, loving, kissing, holding, hugging and making love. We did everything. Slow, fast, wild, sloppy, romantic, full of lust, sometimes quiet.. sometimes loud. 

There is nothing that we haven't tried in the bedroom  and everytime the only thing we say afterwards is "My love, this was really the wildest till date...we've never been this mad before" and tonight was no different. We slept blissfully in each other's arms and it was already 8:30 when we woke up. Both of us were absolutely ravenous. Whatever little we ate the previous night was long gone! 

We went to the garden cafe of that hotel and were asking for the menu and suddently I heard loud laughter which I recognized. That laughter belonged to an industry acquaintance. And wow, suddenly there were 5 other voices which I could recognize. All of them were attending the same industry event being held at another resort and I was kicking myself for coming to this popular place.  

I quitely motioned you to get up and go to your room, while I went to mine. We decided that we will take a shower and then go someplace for breakfast. We checked out separately and went to a small cafe which served breakfast. We took our own sweet time at the breakfast table, talking to each other, smiling, looking into each other's eyes. Completely lost. 

Reluctantly, we parted ways. You started for Mumbai and I went to the place where my event was being held. I was nodding off to sleep during the event because of obvious reasons. Well the day ended without any untoward incident. You reached home safely and my event and the party after that was over. I went to my room and fell on the bed in a heap. 

The next few weeks were absolutely blissful. We had settled into a routine with morning calls, evening calls, calls during driving to office/site/client and I was feeling at the top of the world. And I really was at the top of the world because you were back in my life. 

This time, we were definitely more bold. Our day trips were out of the window and now we were only meeting nights. That too once in 10 days atleast. And everything was amazing. 

February, March, April we would have met atleast 6-8 times. I remember every meeting distinctly. Which is kind of crazy isn't it? Because who does that? There was a small glitch in May I think. You were supposed to travel to Udaipur with your friend and stay one day extra while she was supposed to return and I was going to meet you there.

We fought. Something very silly happened which I don't even remember any more but our trip to Udaipur fell flat. Thankfully you hadn't blocked me so I could see your stories and every picture told me that your eyes are looking for me. 

Even today when I saw your FB story, I could see that same longing in your eyes which you have once you've spent a couple of months without me and you start missing me. I guess thats just my way of justifying my feelings for you and hoping that I am right. 

Anyways, I remember some skirmishes in June, July and finally in mid-august 2024, you broke up with me because of some stupid reason. I don't even remember why we broke up. But is it a surprise? Because it was time for you to head for your annual family holiday abroad and you just dropped me like a hot potato. Blocking me as usual and enjoying with your family :). 

I wish I had those emails saved up where either you would send an email or I would and we would get back together. 

Last 2 months have been an absolute hell for me. And the only reason why i am furiously tapping away at my laptop whenever I get a chance is because I need to understand what the fuck happens to you every time you have to go somewhere or every time when you are overwhelmed with work. 

You flood me with love, care and attention at one moment and take everything away the next. Is this fucking normal ? 

The pattern is all there. 

You come back. You put me on a pedestal that is far higher than anyone has ever put me on. You literally worship me for a few weeks. And then slowly, the reasons start coming. 

You talk to other women. I get palpitations. You make my life hell. I can't do this. 

OR 

Your energy is low because you have a problem at work. Your projects are stuck. Money is stuck. Why should i bear the brunt of  your low energy? You pull down my energy with this nonsense and what happens ? I feel like shit. You are treating me like shit. 

OR 

I have been healing your situation. Earlier magic used to happen. You used to get money or projects immediately when I healed. But it has completely stopped now because somewhere YOU are doing something wrong. You are talking to women and thats why this is happening. 

OR 

People are doing black magic on YOU. Your exes, your friends, they want me to be out of your life so they are doing all these things and because of YOU I have to bear all this nonsense. 

OR (This is the 2025 version) 

Love, whenever we're together, you have problems at work. Your projects get stuck, your money doesn't come in and you also have other problems like damaged or faulty components. You have to grow your business you have responsibilities so it is best that I leave you for your own good. 

When nothing else works, you say that your health is getting affected because of my actions.

And the funny part is, when you come back from these breaks, the first thing you say is, Love! my LOVE! I am feeling so much better. You are a magician. Your healing keeps me going. You are so amazing! When we're not together, my energy and my happiness goes for a toss! 

What the fuck ! Really What the fuck ! 

I just happened to come across a coupe of emails from August 30th august 2024, precisely a year ago. So that was the day, you had come back from Dubai and you were unwell. Seeking healing from me. Actually I sent you an email stating that I could feel that you were seeking healing because sometimes I get these intuitions. And immediately you replied.. love.. you are so magical! I really am in a bad shape and I really need you in my life !

And as always, yours truly comes after you. Wagging his tail like an obedient puppy who follows you everywhere. When you are in this phase, you are ready to do anything and everything for US. 

So this time, thankfully in September 2024, we were talking because you were in a good mood or may be your work hadn't kicked in yet. 

There was a trip to Nasik which I would like to mention here. 

So, I had flown into Mumbai at 6 am and you picked me up from the airport. We went driving around a bit because my train to Nasik was somewhere around 9 am and we had a few hours to kill. 

We went to BKC as there was no traffic. You parked your car in a quiet place and we started walking. That walk was so beautiful. I mean clean air, cloudy weather and the most beautiful woman in this entire universe walking with me early in the morning in her hot shorts and every person was looking at you. I was being protective and I had a little discomfort but you were absolutely alright with it. 

I told you about a dream I had a couple of days back. It was something very funny and it involved you as well. We talked and laughed about it like crazy. Soon, you dropped me to the station and I boarded the train to Nasik. 

I reached my destination, checked into our regular hotel and went about my work. I was free by 4 pm and I came to the station in the Uber to pick you up. I was so happy to see you because we had a long break in between without intimacy and I was really looking forward to it. We were in the room by 5 PM and got out only at 9 or 10 PM for dinner. 

These moments are the most beautiful that I have ever experienced in my life and I know that you feel the same. The night was pretty uneventful except twice or thrice when we woke up again to make love. You were groggy but you would happily respond and If I was sleepy, I would respond. That my love is the amazing thing about us. We are so perfectly in sync with each other when we're together. 

Next morning, after the breakfast I had to meet a client who was just about 10 minutes away from the hotel. I finished the meeting and came back to the hotel. While I was with you, I got a call from a client that a consignment of goods that we had sent them had turned up damaged. While it wasn't a very big issue, in your eyes it was major. Because now I would blame you for something like that happening. Ofcourse, that is the stupidest thing i've heard because I would never blame you. 

So this situation was enough to drive a wedge between us but let me clarify, it was from your side. Your mind perceived it that way. So now, the situation again became tense. On top of that, my wife fell ill and she had to be hospitalized overnight for a drip. 

I was trying to act as normal as possible but now, my plans changed. Earlier I was supposed to go to Mumbai and from there go home. But because of my wife's condition, I had to go back home. 

So I went to the station to catch a train and all this while we were talking on the phone. But I could feel that irritation in your voice and I new something is going to blow up in the next few days. 

I reached home at 2 AM and went straight to the hospital. Thankfully it was just a bout of food poisioning and she was ready to go home the next evening. 

Something happened. As usual and we broke up. So you will ask me what's new in that ? Nothing at all. 

We again got back together after a week or 10 days. Started talking. You had planned a trip to Udaipur and I told you that I would drive down to Udaipur because I had the excuse of meeting a client. 

This time, I would like to cut the description of what happened. But I drove down in my month old car and you were so happy to see it. Infact a year back you had told me that I would buy a black SUV top end model. You drove the car on streets of Udaipur and were very happy for me as I was too! 

Then we went to some lake, parked the car and walked around the lake. It was such a beautiful experience walking hand in hand. Talking, smiling, laughing... you tripped on something but I held you firmly and you held on to my arm the entire time we were walking there. 

Next morning you had a flight and I dropped you off at the airport and headed home. 

Everything was perfect in our world and there is nothing that could upset us any more. So for a month everything was fine. I think we met once or twice in Pune and one more location. As always, the moments were absolutely blissful. 

Diwali was approaching and your work was insane as usual. So again there was a 15 day break between us :) though I know how your mind works. Getting bored ? Well honestly I am. I mean bored of running the same story in my mind and now writing it here. 

Anyways, Diwali came and you also came back because I am guessing here that your season was done and now you were missing me again. 

We met a couple of times in November and we were absolutely ecstatic. Because every meeting was like meeting for the first time since we would discover something new about eachother's bodies and our reaction would be enough to tell us that this is something that we have to do always. 

Our love making has such a lot of variety and nuances to it that we never get bored of each other or thats what I'd like to think. 

I dont know why, but I am very good with the dates. The next break up happened on the 9th of December 2024. How do I remember the date ? I don't know. I just do. But December and January were going to be crazy wild months for me as I had 2 destination weddings. 

The first one was in December in Goa and the next was in Thailand in January so I was completely occupied but at the same time, I kept missing you. Every moment without you was a torture. Everytime I saw a car with your number plate, I pined for you. I meditated. I healed. I did everything to get over this feeling. But nothing helped. 

Should I end this chapter here? No I dont think so. I will finish the story of last 6 months here itself so that I get out of this zone. 

9th September. 

We've now reached 2025 January. And its my birthday. You wished me and I thanked you. Then you told me that you were in a very bad shape but I didn't acknowledge that. Why ? Because I didnt want to get into the same trap again. But, you said something which scared me. You used the 's' word again. You said you had gone to your mother's house and were feeling suicidal because the black magic was working.

Aaaarrrrrrgggghhhh I wanted to pull my hair out. Now, I know that when people say that they have suicidal thoughts, usually means that they are either saying that to get attention or sympathy. But I didn't want to take a chance at all. I had extracted the number of your friend with whom you had discussed about me in detail. So i texted her and told her about your tendencies. She promised she would talk to you. She did speak with you and then I don't remember my conversation with her because it was only one time. 

I forgot about the conversation and I hoped that you would be fine again. I had mentally decided that this is it. I am not going to come back this time because I was out of you. 

But I realized that only you are capable of bringing me back in a minute, no matter what happens. I was in Thailand with my family and I saw that you had unblocked me. And the first thing I did was... 

Me : 'Hi Love, How are you' 

You : ' Thank you for messaging love' 

Me : 'I've told you a million times, that you only have to unblock me sweetheart and I will come running to you' 

Just a day before, while sitting alone on the beach and drinking beer under the clear sky, I had told myself that this is it. I am not falling for your trap again. In less than 24 hours I was back with you. 

We stole moments to chat while I was alone. We spoke on phone when there was nobody in my room. We had phone sex. We said our I love you's, we shared voice notes, we did risky video calls. In short, we were back. 

For a month, everything went well upon my return. We must've met twice, or thrice. I don't remember exactly. But then something happened this time. I snapped. It wasn't your fault but it came out on you. My friends had ignored me for a party. It wasn't the party that was important. The fact that my best friends with whom I used to have all my parties ignored me on an important day. 

But I told you, that I am sorry I am being atrocious and I shouldn't be getting upset but just give me a couple of days, I will get back to normal. 

I got back to normal and 2 amazing things happened. We meditated because I was worried about my son's admission and that night, at 1 am he called to tell me that he had been accepted at a very prestigious university on the east coast of US. 

This was like a bang ! We meditated and we healed together just a few hours back and the news came that he was accepted. This was a crazy coincidence. Or was it the magic of your healing? I will never know to be honest. But whatever it was, it was amazing. 

We were trudging along on our journey slowly, steadily, bumping into speed breakers, navigating potholes.. but this time, I was dead sure that I don't want to mess it up again. That I will never fight/argue or break up with you no matter what happens. 

But can that be true ? Can we hold that thought for a long time ? Nope! Something happened and we broke up for a few weeks starting April 2025. 

Then after 10-15 days of break up, you again did it. You came to my city. Went to the same restaurant and posted the same picture with the same friends which you had done last time. I couldn't handle it and I texted you "Drive Safe" and you replied in the middle of the night "Thank you love. Just reached Mumbai" 

After this, I couldn't take my mind off of you. I would keep thinking only about you just like now. But anyways, continuing with the story. 

Fastforward, April 2025 end. I was driving from Nashik to Pune after attending an event. Thats when I texted her. Just out of the blue and she responded. 

This time she gave me a valid reason for breakup. Said that a couple of times, when I was in a low mood, instead of relying on her I pushed her away and she felt really bad about it. I agreed with her and after may be 2 days of constant talking, discussions and love you's we were back together again. 

Now this gets a little sketchy here. May went well. Almost without a glitch. I met her on 29th May in Mumbai and we drove away to Pune to spend the night. As always, it was the most glorious night ever. Next day I had a meeting in Pune about 1.5 hours drive from where we were. I finished my meeting and we headed back to the hotel. While going to the hotel, the topic of going to Delhi came up since I had to go with my family. So her anger came up again.

She : " Ohh so now after fucking me and having satisfied yourself, you will now go and fuck that bitch (My ex) in Delhi" 

Me : "Sweetheart, you know that I am loyal to you and besides, I am going with my family so there is no way I am going to meet anyone else over there."

She : "The moment mention of Delhi comes up, you behave atrociously with me! You leave me and you go do God knows what"

Me : "Love thats really not true and you know it. Whenever i've gone to Delhi for work, I have given you complete freedom to call me at anytime if you feel anxiety. Even if I am in a meeting, I will take your call and talk to you. But his time, I am going with my family so I will keep connected on whatsapp"

She started screaming uncontrollably and drove rashly. She is an excellent driver but I'd never seen her drive rashly. 

Me : "Love lets do one thing. Please stop the car on the side for 10 minutes. Lets talk and let us sort it out."

She : "(Screams/Sobs) Fuck you!!!!!!!!! Your ex was the love of your life!!!!! Go to her !!! Keep running after these bitches!!!"

Me :" Calm down love, please stop the car and let me get out. I will come to the hotel by cab. I don't want us involved in an accident and my presence is definitely disturbing you very much"

She calmed down a bit and I knew that the threat had worked. After that we went to the hotel and spent a couple of hours trying to calm her down. She slept in my arms for an hour and she was better. The fight was forgotten and we merrily made our way to Mumbai. 

We reached lonavala and she said lets take a walk because the weather was perfect. It had rained and the breeze was awesome. She'd been there several times and we went to a secluded part of town parked her car and started walking and talking. It was a beautiful evening. The sky was painted deep hue of crimson and the breeze was cool. There were a couple of stray dogs around so she held my hand tightly but after a few minutes, she tripped on something and her footwear broke. Unfortunately, she didn't have anything else to wear. So I gracefully offered my Crocs to her and I walked barefoot to the car. It was a 15 minute walk and I could feel each pebble made me wince in pain. But obviously, I couldn't show the pain to her and all through the walk I kept talking and laughing and telling her that this is going to be a memory of a life time ! 

Well after that memorable walk, we reached Mumbai and soon it was time for me to catch my train back home. 

Next evening, there was an opportunity to talk to her from home because there was no one. 

After a long routine conversation, the conversation went something like this. 

She : " You know love, this isn't fair to you. Your business is totally blocked because of our relationship"

Me : "What are you saying? I don't understand what you mean." I knew where this conversation was going, but I needed to hear from her and understand what's going on in her mind. This was a foundation for yet another break up. 

She : " You think I am blind? Your work is completely stuck. Your money isn't flowing, your projects are not going ahead. You are running confused and I can't see that."

Me : "Love, I agree with what you said. But tell me, have I in the last 2 months, ever let that affect US? Earlier I would shut you out and become distant. But in the last few months, i've realized you shouldn't have to bear the brunt of my issues. I know what ails my work. You know what ails my work and I also know that this is a temporary phase which will end in a few weeks. So this isn't the conversation that we should be having sweetheart. And look, I know by saying this, you mean well but I really can't be without you in this lifetime. So whatever happens sweetheart, we will face it together and I am sure that things can't always remain like this. "

She : "You really mean that love ? You are willing to face problems in your work and still be with me ?"

Me : " Yes love. No matter what happens, I want US to be together. I don't care about the difficulties in my work because I know that I haven't done anything wrong. It is just a cycle which corrects itself. And besides, we have some projects in the pipeline which will ensure that things will be back to normal soon."

She : " I love you so much Love ! I can't tell you how relieved I am !" 

Well, I will tell you exactly how relieved she was. 

Next day, my wife and son left for Delhi and I was supposed to join them after a couple of days. Just before I was supposed to go, she snapped at something and I had to contend with the fact that she will block me. And thats exactly what she did. Within 5 seconds of that conversation I was blocked. 

Well, I was in Delhi for a specific reason. A big milestone had been achieved so I texted her and thanked her for all the love and support she had given me for that work. She congratulated me and that was that. 

She was supposed to travel on a holiday abroad and one late night in the middle of her holiday, she mailed me saying that she just can't be without me and no matter what happens, we have to be together. 

Fastforward to 26th June, we met in Nasik again. Had a beautiful time. None of our meetings have been anything short of beautiful. 27th June, we drove from Nasik to Mumbai. Rains, Foggy weather, romantic drive, roasted corn on the highway in misty weather near Igatpuri. Spicy tasty Vada Pav 2 hours later somewhere on the highway. Reaching Mumbai, dropping me off at the station as usual for my journey back home. 

Carrying a heart full of love and my little brain full of memories of yet another beautiful experience. It was absolutely divine. 

Little did I know that this would be the last time I would ever see her. 

The break up happened over something so silly. I told her that I am going to connect with my Hyderabad client because I had to talk to them about funding us and investing in our company. 

Her reaction was as expected. 

She broke up. After 3 days I called her. Messaged Her and that was it. She wrote me a very long text (SMS) that she can't be with me any longer. 

Just like that it ended. I tried emailing, texting but all i was met with were cold heartless replies. 

1st August she told me that we're done. I've promised myself I am never coming back to you because everytime I am with you, my health goes for a toss and I can't take it anymore. 

Just like that. 4 years of togetherness. 4 years of Love and promises of being together forever were forgotten. 

It took me almost 40 days to document this journey of 4 years. A beautiful journey which I shall never forget. 

I Love You. 


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